love

Today I learned the true meaning of love. You know you love him when you're okay with him ignoring you even though you've given your best. Its my fault and I will not blame it on him. I know I don't deserve him because he's such a wonderful soul who actually withstood my temper and and sensitivity. He tried his best, but things didn't work out. I told myself to change, but I never did. He told himself to stay, but he changed. What's the point of regretting it now? He's gone, away from me and he's off to find better individuals who are actually worth his attention. I wouldn't lie and say it doesn't hurt, because it does. It hurts when you know he's leaving you for real and off to making friends with your own friends. Sometimes I wished he would stand me for a little longer, but everyone's got their limits and I've reached his. He was way too good for me. So very caring and so very thoughtful even though he himself was a very fragile one. It will take me a hella long time to really get over him but I will try. Nonetheless, I will still love him in every other way possible behind his back. Would do so much just for his happiness and I'm praying he's happy. I genuinely hope you have a really good day ahead, and have lotsa fun and laughter with them. I'm officially out of your life now and it sucks but I gotta accept reality. I love you, goodbye.